PMS (premenstrual syndrome)

I have had PMS since the first time I started having periods. At first I had no clue what it was as it wasn't talked about in schools or in general. I discovered I had it when I was 21 which was 2 years ago. I just thought my symptoms were apart of my period and thats it. However when I done my research on the NHS website I realised that I actually have PMDD which is the worse scenario where I am more depressed and suicidal during this time. I feel like I hate myself, my anxiety levels go through the roof and I sometimes do not want to do my normal daily activities and it sucks. I am very moody I do not want to talk to anyone and its horrible. I usually get this two weeks before I start my period. And everyone wonders whats wrong with her and so do I. Im even way more emotional and I cry at everything. Although I have not been diagnosed by a doctor this is a self diagnosis but I know this is something I go through every month. I usually just force myself out of bed and give myself that pep talk to keep going but do any of you ladies get PMS or PMDD?

Just because I have an opinion it's ok to say what I want!

Youtube is basically my TV. I love the concept of it and the fact that you have the freedom to put up what you want and anyone can watch what they want. As of recent I have been seeing a lot of Youtube gossip and news, where people are actually making videos talking about Youtubers lives and the mistakes they've made. Its like gossip central now and people want to make money off other peoples lives. Which happens already in the media with celebrities but I just never thought Youtube would become like this. It makes me want to never start a Youtube channel.

The internet is very powerful and you just don't know who is watching. A lot of people use the internet to voice their opinions including myself but sometimes your opinion can be taken offensively. I used to always want to write a Facebook status to voice my opinion but as I got older I started seeing what the internet was like and how people can use what you said against you. So the question we have to ask ourselves is do we need to voice our opinions? And the answer is; YES of course but do we ALWAYS need to voice our opinions? And the answer is NO.